Self-Portraits of Youth (Part 3)

Twenty-nine young artists explored inner feelings of identity in an art exhibition organized in October by the Mental Health Association in Tompkins County. “How I See Myself” was made possible in part by a grant from The Sophie Fund, which is honored to share the exhibition here. Thanks and bravo to the artists.

Hannah A., age 16, Ithaca High School

Cálida

Oil Pastels

“My goal was to create a colorful expressive self-portrait. I enjoyed experimenting with bright loud colors using oil pastels.”

Sabena S., age 16, Ithaca High School

Untitled

Colored pencil on paper

Lyla C., age 10, Newfield Central School District

Blank Space

Colored pencil, Sharpie, graphite

“My art Blank Space is about me. When I was making this piece I didn’t really think I just drew it. My mom helped me out a little bit. While i was making this piece I felt happy so I drew my character smiling. My mom and brother cheered me on. That made me feel proud.”

Aaliyah M., age 16, Ithaca High School

Thoughts

Pencil, Blue colored pencil, Sharpie

“In this I drew a girl hiding around the corner from her own thoughts. I tried to draw a reality of hiding/distracting yourself from negative thoughts.”

Laura W., age 15, Ithaca High School

What If

Pencil

“As a queer artist, I have faced a lot of discrimination. All throughout elementary school and middle school, I was bullied for being “over weight” or “weird” or in middle school, “not normal” or just overall homophobia, or even critiques of my singing and acting. Being bullied really effected my body image, my perception of myself, and my mental well-being. In 8th grade my mental health started to decline, hearing many of the sayings incorporated into my art. My question is, what if I listened to them, what if I continued to believe it, what would’ve happened to me. My concept with my art is to hopefully have somebody see it, to know that they aren’t alone, and that there are people there for them and other options for them.”

Jennifer C., age 15, Ithaca High School

Past Paranoid

Colored pencils, pen

“I created this art for when I experienced getting bullied for three years in Enfield Elementary. My feelings about my art piece are happy since I am finally able to draw what I dealt with in my past. I was trying to express the post-affects of after someone is bullied in the past, since it inspired me to draw for the anti-bullying theme.”

Chloe V., age 15, Ithaca High School

Lost in the Line

Colored pencil and graphite

“I made the red spiral stand out to represent displacement/ detachment from everyone else or oneself. The spiral wasn’t originally going to be red, but I felt like it needed that pop to make the drawing feel complete.”

Charlotte T., age 15, Ithaca High School

The Side You Never See

Acrylic Paint, Marker

“This piece reflects all the emotions, ideas, thoughts, and feelings that go in within a person that are sometimes kept inside and never expressed. I really liked making this piece because I was trying out a new style and I love making portraits overall. I also enjoy the freedom of being able to express a thought in a way other than speaking or writing. I think this piece can show a series of many issues not only those related to emotions or mental health and can be interpreted in more ways than one.”

Julia S., age 10, Newfield Elementary

Sunny Day

Colored pencil, sharpie, highlighter

“It’s about me, and a happy me. It’s happy and positive with a smiley-face sun. It’s about me because it shows me having a happy look. It’s important to be happy and have other emotions too. They are difficult but this is happy.”

Kevin D., age 15, Ithaca High School

About Me Poem

Marker and acrylic

“I believe my art piece represents a new day. A new mentality that helped me get through my struggles with mental health. I hope this piece inspires people and gives a new light about mentality and attitude going into life.”

Self-Portraits of Youth (Part 2)

Twenty-nine young artists explored inner feelings of identity in an art exhibition organized in October by the Mental Health Association in Tompkins County. “How I See Myself” was made possible in part by a grant from The Sophie Fund, which is honored to share the exhibition here. Thanks and bravo to the artists.

Skylar W., age 10, Dryden Elementary

Zoning Out

Pencil on paper

“Sometimes when I get angry or sad I like to listen to music and draw. I zone out a lot and I wanted to picture myself zoning out in space. Usually people tell me to straighten my hair, die it blonde or get rid of my freckles. This picture with my natural hair is an encouragement for kids who look like me or even if you don’t. I like the motto, ‘Be the change you wish to see in the world.’ You can be it.”

Zairan C., age 16, Ithaca High School

Untitled

Charcoal

“I chose to work with charcoal because of how it falls apart as you use it. When you’re done with it, there’s only dust left. Something must be destroyed in order for another to be created. The feeling of destruction transfers over to my work with the use of strong, bold, and crazy lines. I hope this reflects the damage of bullying and how it takes away or molds part of yourself. This particular portrayal of myself is inspired by German expressionistic art.”

Dakota W., age 16, Ithaca High School

Family Portrait

Colored pencils, paper

“The artwork is about how people in an abusive household can look perfectly fine on the outside. The artwork is also about people with mental health issues that can be raised in an abused household, generational trauma, miscarriage, and depression.”

Louisa H., age 11, Dewitt Middle School

Pink Lion

Water colors and pencil

“The pink lion that I made in art class with water colors was done a year ago. I started the pink lion, then I put it down, and then started working on it again. Now I am very happy with how it turned out.”

Zoe K., age 13, DeWitt Middle School

Spaced Out

Newspaper, glue, paper, pencil , colored pencils, markers

“This piece shows the artist and the four key things that contribute to their mental health: anxiety, depression, bullying, and school. With clips of newspaper because a lot of anxiety and depression comes from things we can’t control and it’s in space because a lot of the time we space out and that is when we stress.”

Sky F., age 15, Ithaca High School

Mask

Digital Print

“This piece is meant to show the feeling of needing to appear calm and happy while feeling the opposite. On one side, the face is serene and smiling, with soft light coming from above, and on the other side she is screaming and lit from below. This shows how the way we feel and the way we appear are often very different.”

Ella H., age 16, Ithaca Senior High School

Mirror of Insecurities

Watercolor, pencils, and markers

“My portrait is a depiction of how a person might see themselves. On the right side, I used colored pencils to depict how I look in real life. On the left side, I used markers to depict my insecurities and how I think other people might perceive me. This portrait shows how you can never really know how someone feels about themselves on the outside, and that we should all be kind and understanding to each other.”

Luke S., age 15, Ithaca High School

Half the Story

Digital Print

“It’s only half the story. They don’t see everything, they don’t understand, they are blind to your strengths. They see only what they want to.”

Freyja, age 14, Ithaca High School

The Color Within

Colored pencil, watercolor, pen

“Part of my process for making this piece was drawing a current self-portrait (One of a photo I just took of myself) and then ripping it in half. I wasn’t sure where I wanted to go after that, but I knew that I wanted to make something interesting with color. So with color creeping out of the second portrait in the middle I thought that it fit the theme perfectly. The colored portrait on the inside representing how bullying or mental health can cause your true self to hibernate or retract back into and not truly shine.”

Finn K., age 15, Ithaca High School

Small

Charcoal

“It’s a small portrait created with charcoal. I thought smudged charcoal would be a cool effect to show the facial expression.”

NEXT: Self Portraits of Youth (Part 3)

Self-Portraits of Youth (Part 1)

Twenty-nine young artists explored inner feelings of identity in an art exhibition organized in October by the Mental Health Association in Tompkins County.

“How I See Myself: Self-Portraits of Youth and Young Adults” featured invited art works by youth aged 10-17, who were celebrated at a First Friday Gallery Night Ithaca reception on November 3. The exhibition formed part of “United in Kindness,” a series of events coordinated by the Tompkins County Bullying Prevention Task Force.

“Some pieces expressed the difficult feelings that can result from bullying, others shared messages of hope and recognition that we are more than how other people see us,” said Melanie Little, director of Peer Programming at the Mental Health Association. She added that many of the 90 guests who attended the reception “remarked on the talent, depth and vulnerability demonstrated in the powerful works of these local young artists.”

The exhibition was curated by Ithaca artist Michael Sampson, a member of the Artist Alley studios and curator at The Gallery at South Hill.

“I see with the artists self-portraits an extremely individual body of work in the show,” Sampson said. “That individuality empowers the artists to continue with their artwork and use it as a tool to combat any struggles.”

“The theme gave the artists almost an assignment to face difficult things by using visual language to express what would otherwise be kept inside. Some artists in their statements gave advice, which was sweet and showed their compassion for others.”

“How I See Myself” was made possible in part by a grant from The Sophie Fund, which is honored to share the exhibition here. Thanks and bravo to the artists.

Autumn S., age 12

Through My Looking Glass

Digital print

“When I received the opportunity to make a self-portrait for this show, I leapt at the chance to participate because I enjoy sharing my work with others. While drawing I used a mirror and started wondering, ‘How can I make this more 3D?’ After working with the piece a few times and fiddling with the color scheme, shading, and background, I found a combination I was happy with. I feel that the final piece represents my artistic self well.”

Elise S., age 16, Ithaca High School

Internal Conflicts

Charcoal, pencil, collage materials

“This project is still a working process. I’m planning to cut out the figures and create a collage with it. I want to represent the two different sides of grief. Obviously you will have some sadness in your anger and some anger in your sadness. For the collage I want mostly pictures that either remind me of my father or pictures that remind me of his presence.”

Vivian B., age 15, Ithaca High School

The Fire Inside

Procreate

“The artwork is about the light and fire that each person has within themselves, and no matter what happens their light will still be burning.”

Juliet C., age 17, Ithaca High School

Juju

Watercolor

“This piece is a watercolor self-portrait that captures the mix of emotions that happen when being caught in a moment of excitement.”

Katie H., age 16, and Hannah A., age 16, Ithaca High School

Aramilla

Oil pastel on paper

“We wanted to create a portrait of an abstract person who symbolizes our inner thoughts and feelings. We wanted to show, in the most colorful and creative way, our biggest insecurity.”

Amelia D., age 13, DeWitt Middle School

The Mask

Paper and pencil

“Throughout the day her face is cracking because of all the rude comments but she wears a mask and puts it on every day and soon she´ll fully break under all the pressure.”

Sadie V., age 15, Ithaca High School

Modicum of True Self

Oil pastels

“When people are mistreated it’s often because only a small portion of their true selves is understood. If we give others a chance a whole world will open and we will be able to see the beauty in everyone.”

Violet W., age 10, Dryden Elementary

Meant To Be

Colored pencil on paper

“This piece of art is very valuable to people who are getting bullied or people who are being a bully. I made this because I wanted to help make people know that they belong and let them know that they matter.”

Katie H., age 16, Ithaca High School

Fingers in the Face

Mixed media

“This painting shows how the way we perceive ourselves is a lot worse than the way others perceive us. Sometimes we are the biggest bully to ourselves. For me, I always think one of my eyes is bigger than the other.”

Anisa P., age 11, DeWitt Middle School

Still Standing

Paint on canvas

“This is a piece about the effects of bullying and how they can get to people. But in this painting it was about how you can’t let what they say get to you.”

NEXT: Self Portraits of Youth (Part 2)

Friend of MHA Award for The Sophie Fund

The Sophie Fund has received the 2023 Friend of the Mental Health Association Award from the Mental Health Association in New York State (MHANYS). The honor was presented to Scott MacLeod, co-founder of The Sophie Fund, at the organization’s Annual Awards Dinner in Albany on October 23.

Josephine Gibson, executive director of the Mental Health Association in Tompkins County (MHATC), nominated The Sophie Fund for the award for its “unwavering commitment to our community’s mental health and supporting the mission of the Mental Health Association.”

She described The Sophie Fund as an “ally” and “fast friend” which “has made a major impact on our reach and ability to provide quality mental health education and support services to community members.”

Gibson said that The Sophie Fund enabled her organization to host book talks with authors who write about mental health, provide free Mental Health First Aid trainings to workers in the hospitality industry and staff and students at Tompkins Cortland Community College, hire a paid intern to engage in advocacy work at Cornell University, and educate the community at large.

Just recently, she added, The Sophie Fund collaborated with the Mental Health Association to organize a youth art show to culminate National Bullying Prevention Month.

Gibson also cited The Sophie Fund’s leadership in various community initiatives, such as the Tompkins County Suicide Prevention Coalition and the Tompkins County Bullying Prevention Task Force. She said The Sophie Fund worked with her organization to help ensure that the voices of its peer specialists were included in such initiatives.

The Sophie Fund was established as a community advocacy organization by MacLeod and his wife Susan Hack in memory of their daughter Sophie, a Cornell University student who died by suicide in Ithaca in 2016. The organization supports mental health initiatives aiding young people in the Ithaca area.

Accepting the award, MacLeod said that The Sophie Fund was humbled by the recognition but focused credit on service organizations like the Mental Health Association for providing face to face, day to day support to those in need.

Scott MacLeod, speaking at the MHANYS Annual Awards Dinner

“We thank Josephine Gibson and her incredibly devoted and experienced team at the Mental Health Association for nominating The Sophie Fund ,” MacLeod said. “We thank them for the essential work they do to support mental health in our community. We feel extremely privileged and honored for the opportunity to work together in this mission.”

The MHANYS awards dinner was hosted by Executive Director Glenn Liebman and attended by more than 100 people, including New York State Mental Health Commissioner Ann Marie Sullivan and Patricia Fahy, chair of the New York State Assembly Standing Committee on Higher Education.

Ann Marie Sullivan and Glenn Liebman

Patricia Fahy, speaking at the MHANYS Annual Awards Dinner

MHANYS, an affiliate of Mental Health America, was incorporated in 1960 and has 26 affiliates in 50 counties throughout New York State. Its mission is to improve the lives of individuals, families, and communities by raising mental health awareness, ending stigma and discrimination, and promoting wellness and recovery.

Note from MHANYS about the bell that adorns its awards:

During the early days of mental health treatment, asylums often restrained persons with mental illnesses with iron chains and shackles around their ankles and wrists. Clifford Beers, the founder of the Mental Health Association movement, experienced and witnessed many of these and other abuses. After his own recovery, he became a leading figure in the movement to reform the treatment of, and attitudes toward, mental illness. With better understanding and treatments, cruel practices eventually stopped.

In the early 1950s, in the lobby of the national headquarters in New York City, the Mental Health Association collected discarded chains and shackles from asylums across the country. All of these restraints were then shipped to the McShane Bell Foundry in Baltimore where they were dropped into a crucible and cast into a 300 pound bell with the inscription “Cast from shackles which bound them, this bell shall ring out hope for the mentally ill and victory over mental illness.”

Photo credits: MHANYS

Saluting Mental Health Heroes

Mental health leaders in Tompkins County highlighted available community services and underlined the importance of supporting the well-being of mental health workers during the 8th Annual Ithaca Cupcake Baking Contest.

The organizations participating included: Be Kind Ithaca; Free Hugs Ithaca; Suicide Prevention & Crisis Service; Mental Health Association in Tompkins County; National Alliance on Mental Illness Finger Lakes; Family & Children’s Service of Ithaca; Health and Unity for Greg; and Advocacy Center of Tompkins County, and Tompkins County Bullying Prevention Task Force.

Kayla and Michelle Eells of Health and Unity for Greg

Alecia Sundsmo, director of Clinical Services at Family & Children’s Service of Ithaca, said that her agency provides mental health care across the age spectrum regardless of ability to pay.

“One of the amazing things about Family and Children’s is that we can really provide mental health care from our zero-to-five program all the way up to our geriatric mental health program,” she said. “Somebody is never turned away. We know that equity across access to healthcare is so critical to making sure that people have the care that they need in the community where they live and work.”

Sundsmo also noted the agency’s outreach programs “to make sure that we reach folks who might have some additional stigma or barriers to seeking access to care. We go out and help them and find them and make sure that we can provide social supports in the community.” She said that the outreach includes community education programs and extends to supporting mental health in local businesses through their Employee Assistance Programs.

Michelle Eells of Health & United for Greg thanked Family & Children’s for establishing the Greg Eells Memorial Fund in honor of her husband, who died by suicide in 2019. Greg Eells was a veteran psychologist and active member of the Family & Children’s board.

“The fund helps provide wellness support and education to the Family and Children’s Service clinicians and staff,” Eells explained. “As mental health providers and caregivers who care vehemently for others and take it all in, they also need to be supported and make a priority to care for themselves.”

The Greg Eells Memorial Fund is the recipient of the 2023 Cupcake Button fundraising campaign organized by The Sophie Fund, which collects donations every year to support a local mental health nonprofit.

Lovisa Johanson of Family & Children’s Service of Ithaca

Samantha Shoemaker of Free Hugs Ithaca and Darrell Harrington of Be Kind Ithaca

Olivia Duell of the Advocacy Center of Tompkins County

Brandi Remington of the Tompkins County Bullying Prevention Task Force

Skip Knoll and Virginia Cook of The Sophie Fund

Stacy Ayres and Crystal Howser of AFSP Greater Central New York

Kathy Taylor and Sandra Sorensen of NAMI Finger Lakes